New Self

New self..
New personalities..
New attitudes..
i saw her 2day..
I not really know her..
She is VICIOUS..
She is MALICCIOUS..
She is EVIL..
Feel strange toward her..
i can't believe that she is me......

I was really happy..
I always notice that..
coz' i want that happen one day..
That really happen today..
I know what will happen next..
I want to witness that incident..
It made me extremely happy..
I thought im going to achieve my aspiration..
But it didn't come true..

I know..
This is my only chance..
I won't let it go....


Cheh!!
I tot dii's handphone kena rampas...
that just his CD..


Why keep "shocking" me??

29 July

Lala came back today..
Wearing pinafore..
She looks like taller..
Wearing a light blue tie..
She said that must wear that tie everyday..
*Kesian narr..
And wearing a yellow badge..
"Saya Pelajar Berdisiplin"
Haha..
Also must wear it everyday..

Spotcheck!!
4A2 and 4A3..
Dii's handphones kena rampas..
Haizz...
Why suddenly got spotcheck??
PN.DAISY IDEA AGAIN???!!!
[tooooot~]
T.T...

Oral test

OMG..
I was so nervous..
over-intense..
Forgotten what i should say..
I keep repeating the phrase to refresh my mind..
"We choose a partner...."
"We choose a partner........(thinking harder)"
"We choose a partner........(they are laughing)"
'Go and take a look on the script!!'
Hiding myself and read that script again..
"We choose a partner who will boost morale......."
This situation make me feel so bashful....(*>.<*)
And then..
my mind was blank...T.T..
have to read from the script..
My marks was given 17 over 30...sob~

Walk back home with Hui Ying..
She keep reading the book which just borrowed from library..
Many pictures of animals, forest....
I saw a cat walking toward us..
just wanna tell her..
She was shocked..
Coz'..
SHE THOUGHT THAT WAS A TIGER!!!!!
hahaha...
she said that she going to escape and scream...
xD...
our laughing broke the silence of the street.........

回忆过去，
痛苦的相思忘不了。
为何你还来波动我心跳??

27 July

Am i really look like very happy?
Half half norr..^^
But..
you are not allowed to know what have happened..xP..
Everytime i saw both of them..
i will have a normal reaction..
Just laugh..
but dunno wats so funny..
i will keep noticing what they doing..
every movements or actions...

26 July

Oww..
finally have a hair cut..
80% satisfy..
only have a small different on the length..
front hair got a bit cacat..
haha..
wait for 1 hour only my turn to cut..
haizz..
tired~

What it trying to do?
It trying to change what happening now..
It trying to change my...
Although i know is a trap..
But i step on it again..

Bye

Finally..
Friday..
Lala(Pamela) have to leave us..
T.T...
really reluctant to part with her..T~T..
The last day for her..
still doing sejarah bentang..
before leaving..
still doing oral speaking..
She is s responsible girl..
gave her a present..
took so many pictures..
After school..
wanna see her before she leave..
but i can't wait...
she was gone..>.<..
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Lala:
All the best in your new school..
Good luck for your exam..
WE WILL MISS YOU!!
must contact us when you come back..
and hang out with us when you are free..

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Haha..
saw jian wei when tuitioning..
he was still as usual..
bully me...>.<..
ps: We also will miss you..

USELESS

Chinese society..
one year WORST than one year..
WHAT HAPPENED?????
because of Puan Goh??
Or because of those AJK??
BOTH ALSO USELESS!!!!!
Puan Goh choose those students who afraid of her..
and afraid of giving comment..
COWARD!!!!!

Stupid DAISY FOO!!
another [toooot~]...
She was so free to rampas our books that in our desk..
She was so free to care about our thingy..
GE PO CHI!!!

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你知不知道，我***你***？
你知不知道，我无法***？
你知不知道，我没办法***？
当他问起我那个问题，我真的无法回答他..
因为我心中，没有确定的答案..
这....真的会发生吗？
只好假装....

Unknown feelings

It will always be my first choice..
If i have one more chance to choose..
I will never let it go ANYMORE..
I will appreciate it...
I felt a little bit of regret..
I think i have made a wrong decision..
I made that decision abruptly..



Another newbie blogger..
Heusen

20th July 09

This week is Pamela's last week..
T.T..
Really reluctant to part with her..
Jian Wei went too suddenly..
if not..
it will just be like when Wei Lin leaving.....

Miss Kek speaking...
'Ada orang ponteng ke surau dan breakdance di sana'
'Ada lelaki dan ada perempuan.'
When i heard that..
i know she is saying our team..
haha...
coz' i ponteng class n practice our dance..>.<..

???

Does it really can help?
I dunno..
still have some time to prove it..
Maybe it just temporarily..
Or it will really change it..
I cant guarantee that I really can..
But since that already like that..
I think i should like that..

Don't leave

Why so many people shifting?
Why just can't stay?
At first is De Hwee...
went to shah alam..
Next is Wei Lin..
went to assunta..
Now is Pamela n Jian Wei..
going to wawasan n batu8...
Can don't leave us????

The RatS FamiLy

We are TOO free in class..
do something kinda lame..
haha..


From the left: Me, Mei Xian, Hui Ni and Hui Ying
ps: 4 Dangerous girls(Dun try me nettle us!!)
drew my face too big ady..>.<..
not really look alike..xD



No nid to say also knw who is tat..
haha..
THE RATS FAMILY!!
1.Hamster
2.Squirrel
3.Tikus
4.Guinea Pig
5.Ratatouille
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It is so UNREASONABLE..
It is so UNPREDICTABLE..
It is so RIDICULOUS!!!
Can i really??
Can i really??
I don't know..
And i don't think so..
It is so COMPLICATED!!!!!!

Secret

There is a secret..
keep in my heart for a long time..
i wanna say..
****** ******** * **** **** ***
* **** **** *** *** *** ****** ** ******
*******, ********...
*** ***** ***** **** *** **** *** ** ** **** ****
********** * ** **** ****** ***
*** **** ****** **** ** ****
***** ******
* **** ****** ** *** *** **** ** ****** ***** ******
***********, ** **** ******* ** ****

1st place..
Form 5 gang..
pro team..
cant even defeat them..
so no need to think about it..
2nd place..
we can get it..
just lack of time to practice more..
lack of tacit understanding..
haizz..
let those form 1 girls grab it..
There are only 4 team of participants..
so there are only 1st n 2nd place..

PK time..
kinda shy..
not dare to show myself on the stage..
cause..
when i'm on the stage..
cant even heard 1 person scream for me...T.T..
*disapponted*

If....
Wei Lin is my partner..
If....
We have more time to practice..
If....
Both of that incident happen..
2nd place must be us..

Actually..
i already sense that we wont get any places..
i already have the preparation..
so..
it din hurt me so much..^^

Cute Conversation

'If your dog die already, u will how?'
'I will cry for 3 days 3 nights.'
'Then if i die?'
'I will cry for 1 year.'
*Happy*
'If hui ying die leh?'
'I will cry for 2 years.'
*Disappointed*

Haha..
wei lin came bac 2day!!..
^^...
go yam cha at mamak..
but no appetite to eat...><..
Keng gai norr..
but only got 1 person dunno what are we talking about..xD..

Accompany me 2 go bac..
Almost let my mum saw..
mayb she is jz pretending..>.<..

Goin 2 collapse..
so many things are waiting for me 2 do..
AARRGGHH...
*insane-ing

Gratitude

Thanks for the love you gave me..
Thanks for pulling me out from suffering..
Thanks for caring me..
Thanks for accompanying me when i need you..
Thanks for letting me know that there are not only a guy i can love..
Thank you..

3 July (Hapi day..^^)

2day is result release day..
although i din get really gud result..
but i felt so hapi..
bcoz..
sumone had stay away from me..
HURRAY!!
freedom...

i'm gonna tell u..
i love u..^^