Feels..

I can't really believe what i did..
It infringe my condition..
There are not allowed 'pityful'..
But..
i did that..
I really don't know what should i do the next..
Stop or continue??
Maybe i will.........
but most of my..........
already taken by.........

27 June 09

Morning..
bath my doggies, as usual..
my parents was planing 2 go kuala selangor..
den me n both of my sis stay at home norr..

Afternoon..
keep staying in computer room..
chasing d movie..
kaka..
fun nia..
enjoying d air-conditioner..
^^...

5pm..
nice weather..
play bkb lo..
sweat until whole shirt was wet..
i seldom sweat until like tat..
kaka..
coz run till 2 excited..

nite..
continue chasing my movie..
until 11.57pm..
^^..

**trying 2 control my emotion......

26 June 09

2day..
after school..
went to ioi..
by bus..
wif hui ying n hui ni..
we ran 2 bus stop..
kaka..

Reach there..
saw so many ppl queueing..
but d reservation counter closed..T.T..
den tot hav 2 line up..
>.<..
actually no nid..
after d 1st person bought d tickets..
d next is me jor...xD..
sorry ya..>.<..

Later..
wait 4 ryan 2 come ioi..
he said he was so alone at bus stop..
coz he wasn't wif us in d 1st bus..
haha..xD..

Go mcD hav lunch lo..
but me n hui ni was in diet..xD..
at 1st, hui ying buy a mc value lunch..
after finish buying..
ryan only say he want...
grrr..
i call him ownself buy la..
he said he dun knw how 2 say..
OMG..
small kid nia..

Later met zheng yu at starbucks..
den go in 2 cinema jor..

In d cinema..
bside me is a malay, fat, 30+ guy..
sitting so near 2 me..
really wanna slap him..
keep avoiding him..
so siting near 2 hui ying..
make my waist so pain..
2 hours n 30 minutes nia..

we wait 4 d bus..
until 5.20pm..
i cannot wait ady..
scared my mum suspect me..
so take taxi..
RM15!!!!!!
i hav no choice.......T.T...
later..
tuition tat time..
ryan n zheng yu tell me tat..
when we sit on d taxi..
d bus came..
AARRGGHH!!!!!!...T.T..

after we reach bk..
me n hui ying run 2 bkbc..
but half way..
saw hui ying's bro..
den she go bac d..
den i go my own..
play wif those pro de..
>.<..
Kasper so chicken..
3pointer king..><

nite..
jz receive a news..
michelle n ryan..
kinda unbelievable..
kaka..
congratz norr..

24 & 25 June 09

24 June.....
i was staying bac..
2 practice d dance 4 dancing competition at 'xi lai deng'..
but...
kena 'fong fei gei'..T.T..
sien..

5pm..
went 2 bkbc..
nice weather..
play wif sum 'new' ppl..
we won..^^
but..
rain heavily later..>.<..

Nite..
hav 2 stay at tuition center until 10.15pm..
coz bio change bac to wednesday..T.T..
cannot watch Mr. Siao ady..T.T..

25 June...
2day was Mei Xian burfday..
too bad tat she was sick..
cannot really enjoy d present i gave to her..>.<..
wish her dreams some true..

Staybac until 4pm..
4 dance..
when i wan to go bac from backdoor..
it was locked!!!
unfortunately...>.<..
those ppl at bkbc call me 2 climb over d fence..
but i didn't...

Nite..
tuition norr..
tired...>.<..

23 June 09

Yay!!
hui ying brought 'New Moon' 4 me..^^
d story make me cry..
i dun really wan Edward n Bella break...T.T..
After tat..
d story make me so angry..
!!!!!!

Bu shuang mai bu shuang la..
jz tell..
NO NEED TO STARE AT ME!!!
==..

Hav 2 stay until 4pm..
coz got duty at library..
sienzz..
walk bac under d hot sun..
suffering..
>.<..

Nite..
watch movie..
as usual.......

22 June 09

2day got PJK norr..
d stupid Pn. Goh..
she give us play bola jaring..can
she give us play volleyball..also can..
give us play bkb..the best..
but she give us play d game i HATE d most..
FUTSAL!!!!
when i kick d ball..
i also will accidentally step on d ball n............==
so i hate it so much....

5pm..
go bkbc play norr..
d stupid keh bin..
his toe injured ady..
cannot jump..
cannot run..
den he come bkbc 4 WAT???!!!!
==........
DISTURBING!!!

Nite..
gt sms wif d person i won't really sms to..
ridiculous...

21 June 09

Morning..
go eat curry wan tan mee..
heard tat b4?
haha..
special meal..

After tat..
go cousin's hse as usual..
we planned 2 go ss3 2 play bkb..
but they all lazy..==..
so we didn't go..
stay at their home play ps2..
*kinda sien..

Nite..
come bac home hav sum maggie as dinner..
den watch tv norr..

20 June 09

2day is 20/6..
now..
form 4 ady..
so fast..
haizz...

Morning..
bath my doggies..
cute...^^

Afternoon..
went to tuition norr..
Bio class..
love it so much..
after cum bac from tuition..
hav my favourite drinks.. Jasmine flavour bubble tea!!

Evening..
cant play bkb..
coz we met our relatives hav dinner at Yong Tao Fu..
sien..
coz last week hav it jor..>.<..

After dinner..
my family were planned 2 watch 'nite at d museum 2' at ioi..
but when we reach there..
d movie already started for 20minutes..T.T..

Nite..
watch tv wif family..
den sleep norr..

19 June 09

2day..
Pn Chong gave us a big shock..
we all thought tat 2day got spot check..
mei xian brought d cd for hui ni..
but she din come..
made mei xian so mad..
den we quickly giv d cd 2 form 5 students..

Then..
Pn Chong say..
'Form 4 dan form 3 boleh balik kelas..'..
==..
juz gav us a safety shock..

Pn Law was absent 2day..
so we got free period..
so many 'monkeys' came 2 our class..
kinda noisy..
kaka..
i prefer tat than peaceful class..xD..

Sumone wrote my name n Aaron's name on d board..
n i quickly go n erase it..
later..
they go n wrote it again..
make me so mad..
den i take revenge..
i thought d person who write those thing was Kar Chun..
den i write abt him..
kaka..xD..

After sch..
i din go for kokurikulum..
coz hui ying was going out n no one accompany me..
so continue reading 'twilight'..
i cant believe tat i used 5 days to complete reading..^^

5pm..
go bkbc although it was quite hot..
he came..
he is sooooooooooooo CUTE..
haizz..
after d game..
walk bac norr..
saw Kasper's mum..
haha..
his mum was smiling at me..
reply her with d same reaction..^^
friendly..^^

Nite..
tuition norr..
always heard d person name..
==..
d BM teacher....eerrgghh..
thought we was primary students..
keep calling us 2 do bina ayat..
sien..
i'm wondering is she is d Siva's wife??...xD..

i cant believe wat i heard..
i cant believe tat i cried bcoz of tat..
it hurt me deeply..
i jz say i wanna let go..
but i think i was impossible for me..T.T..

18 June 09

Rain heavily for a while in d morning..
no need 2 assemble at d tapak perhimpunan..
^^..

Recess..
i din even saw him..
i can guess wats really happening..
until sumone tell me she saw sumthing..
haizz..
make me so MAD n SAD..T.T..

2day juz get bac chemistry paper..
kinda satisfy..^^
but i'm worry abt phy..
d phy teacher was absent..==

Hav 2 staybac until 4pm..
for practising our dance..
only me n ying yin..
we jz complete our steps..
but the guys haven prepare anything yet..==

5pm..
my sis beg me 2 go 2 bkbc..
coz she din go there for a long time..
mai accompany her lo..
d weather so hot..
almost get burnt..
play until 5.30pm den go bac..

Nite..
got chem n phy tuition..
hui ni drop phy tuition dy..
coz d teacher....zz
so sien..
during phy class..
keep reading 'Twilight'..
so romantic story...^^

He's hers..
Its the reality..
Can't change anything..
Just can TRY to forget..
let go.............

17 June 09

2day feel so dizzy...
this is bcoz after drinking the medicine..
eww...
although it is not as bitter as last week de..
but it make me feel dizzy..
by the way..
there is an ulcer under my tongue..
its suffering when i drink d medicine..>.<..

At sch..
nothing special happened..
jz saw sumthing STUPID..
me n hy ponteng duty..
coz not feel like wanna go..

BI n BC..
the result not really gud..><

nowadays..
i seldom go to bkbc dy..
coz outside gt haze n feel very hot..
stay at home..
read 'twilight' is better..^^
this is d 1st time i can read in a fast speed..
2 days i can read till 200++pages dy..^^

Nite..
add math tuition..
cant really concentrate bcoz of d dizzy feeling..
after finish tuition..
come bac home n watch 'Mr.Siao'..
so funny..xD

I was so care abt everything u said or write..
Everything u do..
also will affect me..
especially my mood..

16 June 09

Haizz..
my alarm so annoying..
wanna sleep later also cant..>.<..

At sch...
keep chit-chat-ing..
2 weeks din see each other..
hav so many topics 2 talk abt..
hapi..^^
add math n biology paper's result..
add math ngam ngam..like it..
bio...GERAM...nid 2 more marks..>.<..
Pn Roslina so selfish..
carp at my ans....stupid!!

Hav 2 staybac till 4pm..
coz gt duty in library..
me n hy proses buku..
keep chit-chat-ing also..keke..
4pm..can go bac jor..
UNFORTUNATELY..
bac door LOCKED!!!!
hav 2 walk bac from front door...==

5pm...din go play bkb..
coz wanna read hy lent me de 'Twilight'..
love it so much...^^

==...dunno who is d person..
detest my blog SO MUCH...==
jz dun care...

2day not feeling well...>.<..
felt dizzy..>.<..

Haizz...
when my dreams will come true?...T.T..

15 June 09

Haizz..
wake up early...>.<..
so tired..
coz cant sleep well yesterday nite..>.<..

At sch..
teacher giv us bac our exam papers..
Math, PJK, BM, Moral n Physics..
I'm satisfy for my Math paper..^^
Moral paper..
essays part..
both get 0...T.T..
bt nvm..
dun care la..
PJK..won't bother abt it..
BM..ok ok la..
Physics..jz giv bac paper 1..kinda hapi..^^

Actually monday we suppose 2 stay until 2.30pm only can go bac de..
bt Cik Punita so gud..
let us go bac early..
i was planning sumthing..
but...sumone jz disturbing me..
when i'm walking bac home..
suddenly sumone say..'the green bag one'..
i knw is d idiot..
haizz..
hav 2 walk bac wif him..

On d way..
he suddenly say..
'can i ask u a ques?'
den i say..'ask la'..
he say Seriously...'i fall in love wif u(in chinese)'..
'Do i hav a chance 2 together wif u?'..
i said nth..
He so perasan n say..'i knw la..mz be 99.99% yes lo'..
den i say..'suppose 2 be 99.99% NO!!'..
he say..'i knw u mz giv me dis ans'..
den i reach home le..

After lunch..at 3pm..
fall asleep at sofa..
sleep until 4.40+pm..
my sis suddenly call me wake up 2 sweep d floor..
geramnya...>.<..
Din go bkbc..stay at home do hse work..

Nite..
watch tv..
chat a while..
suddenly off9...>.<..

Cant really guess wat he is thinking abt...

14 June 09

Morning..
wake up at 9+am...
coz hav 2 go pj..
sien..
only me n my mum going..
both of my sis wan 2 study...

At pj..
teman my mum go pasar lo..
hate it...
coz sumthing happened at there b4..T.T..
later..
go my cuz hse..
every week d same thing..
SIEN..

Play dis play tat..
play doggies..
play ps2..
bt cnt play sdo..sad~
at 1st..
my cuz teach me to play d 'grand duno wat city'..
haha..
kinda fun..
later..
plz digimon rumble arena...==
kaka..xD..

4+pm go bac lurr..
tat time raining..
so..
sleep lo...^@^
sleep till 7pm..
den makan..

After having dinner..
my mum bought 2 durians..
eat lo..
later..
my mum say wan 2 eat again..
buy 3 more..
totally full...burrrp..excuse me..xD..

Nite..
on9 4 while..
he din on9...><..
den mai update my blog lo..

Haizz..
whole day..
din even talk 2 him..sob~
2mr..hav 2 go 2 sch le..
tired~

13 June 09

Morning..
hav 2 wake up at 9+am..
bath my doggies..
hav sum biscuits..
den go 2 thailand temple..


This is jz only one small part of the temple..

十八罗汉..dunno how 2 say in eng..hehe..

After sembayang..

go makan lo..

i ordered a bowl of curry mee..

d curry is salty de..

ewww...

Den come bac lo..

2pm hav 2 go for bio tuition..

until 3.15pm den go bac..

watch tv lo..

got on9 4 while..

n chat wif him..

argue....T.T..

bt this make us knw each other more..

i really will change..

trust me..>.<..

6pm..

go eat yong tao fu..

hav 2 go there early so tat no nid 2 wait for 1 hour..

if there r many customers..

we hav 2 wait at least 1 hour only can eat..

7pm..go bac lurr..

on d way..

saw so many...'Agua'..

so discusting..eewww...

Nite..

watch tv..

on9 n chat..

haizz..

cant sms....T.T...

Monday..

sch reopen day..

izzit gud 4 me??

12 June 09

Morning..
wake up at 10am AUTOMATICALLY..^^

After my sis cum bac from sch..
we go ioi AGAIN..
kinda sien..
2 weeks holiday..
3 days in ioi..
we hav lunch at Kenny Roger's Roaster..
my mum has d coupon..'Buy 2 free 1'..
ngam ngam gt 3 ppl..
mai go eat lo..
RM36.55..so expensive..

Later..
me n my sis go shop shop..
my mum stay at popular..
saw 1 shop damn yeng..
SUB..all shirt is black n white..
After tat..
meet my mum lo..
she ask me wan 2 buy blanket a not..
since my blanket so old dy summore wif garfield pic..
den mai buy lurr..
i choose his fav colour..^^

Then..
mum bring us go pasar malam 4 while..
finish doing hse work...
go play bkb lurr..
he is really CUTEZZ..^^
but he keep sms-ing...>.<..
5.20pm, go bac lurr..

Nite..
watch tv..
on9 4 while..
din chat..
hav 2 sleep early bcoz 2mr hav 2 wake up early..>.<..

hcum os mih evol..^^
Although................>.<..

11 June 09

Morning..
wake up at 11am..
scold by mum..>.<..

Afternoon..
watch tv norr..
hav lunch..
den help my mum's student tuition..
tat is Fei Mun's bro...
kaka..xD..

4+pm..
when im doing hse work..
chew loong called me..
he wan me 2 go bkbc earlier..
n wan me 2 reach there at 5pm or b4 5.15pm..
den i purposely go there at 5.20pm..
kaka..xD..

At bkbc..
play d 1st game wif chew loong n other ppl..
my sis n chew loong look like wanna fight..
after d game..
den we din play le..
c him n his fren play those skill..
kinda funny..
wanna join..
bt not dare...

Nite..
watch tv norr..
n received chew loong's sms..
he say..
sorry..jz now show tat angry emotion in front of me..
den he say..
my sis hit his face..bla bla..
he ask me 2 miss call him when i not angry him...
CHEE SIN!!
lazy 2 bother him..

2day can c him..^^
he is soooo cute...(^@^)

10 June 09

Morning..
no nid 2 wake up at 6am..^^
sleep til 10+am den wake up dy..
den do hse work lo..

Afternoon..
after having lunch..
go ioi lo..
bought kinda much thingy..
bt most of them also not mine...>.<..
shop until 5pm..

After tat..
go bac do hse work again..
din play bkb..
coz no time jor..
haizz..
whole day din c him...
miss him so much...>.<..

Nite..
on9 n chat..
bt he kinda cool..
T.T..

i wanna be with him..>.<..
but.........T.T..

9 June 09

Morning..
wake up at 6am again..
2 serve my sis...==
den sleep bac..
sleep till 11am..

Afternoon..
watch tv..
hav my lunch..
help my mum's student tuition..

2day..
hav 2 take medicine..
tat medicine make me nt feeling well for whole day..
>.<..

5pm..
nice weather...
mai go play bkb lo..
he also came..^^
c them play wif others sch team..
he was so yeng..^^
later..
play wif them 4 while den go bak le..

Nite..
watch tv again..
on9 n chat nor..
suddenly chew loong call me..
ask me wan 2 play bkb 2mr morning a nt..
den i ask..who is going..
he say only him..
den i say go 4 wat, only 2 ppl..
he say wan 2 交往..
stupid la..

later..
i use other reason 2 reject..
wakaka...xD
my heart only got him..^^

8 June 09

Morning..
wake up at 6am...T.T..
hav 2 serve my smallest sis..
help her prepare breakfast all those 2 sch...
den go n sleep again..
sleep until 12pm...xD..
[the latest]

My mum n my dad go 2 genting..
actually i was planning 2 go wif my frenz...
bt they all not free...>.<..
so..
stay at home wif both of my sis..

Afternoon..
we ownselves make our lunch..
watch tv lo..
do hse work lo..

5pm..
play bkb..
waiting him 2 come 2 d court..
he come 2 d court kinda late..
bt nevermind..^^
den play lo...
go bac at 6.20+pm..

Nite..
watch tv again..
[bcoz nth 2 do]
chat lo..
haizz..
cant sms...>.<..

I hav 2 admit tat..
i cant control myself by falling in love with you..>.<..

7 June 09

Morning..
wake up at 10+am..
2day can eat vege only..
den go pj lo..

At pj..
watch tv norhx..
after tat..
my cousin ask me wan 2 go 1 utama a not..
since i felt so boring..
mai go lo...
there gt so many ppl..
coz..
RAYMOND LAM n LINDA CHUNG at there!!!



Linda n Raymond.. as d spokesman of products of bio-essence..^^

Push by other ppl when i was taking Raymond's pic...>.<..

Linda's poster..^^



Raymond's poster..

so hapi..^^

can saw HK stars...^^

after tat..

i wanna reply msg..

bt keep sending failed..

so i check how much is my credits..

RM0.12!!!

i also dunno y...T.T..

nite..

go out makan lo..

watch tv norhx..

chat norhx..

missing him.....^^

6 June 09

2day..
whole family went out except me n my eldest sis..

Morning..
bath my doggies..
sweep courtyard..
kinda busy..
gt chat a while..
den hav my breakfast..

Afternoon..
chit-chat norhx..
nothing 2 do..
2.30pm..
go giant hav lunch wif my sis..
we plan 2 buy bubble tea..
bt d man say d pipe rosak adi..T.T..
buy a pack of fruit juice in giant lo..
den go bac..

Evening..
cant go 2 bkbc..
coz toooooo hot..
haizz..
hav 2 stay at home...>.<..
chit-chat again norhx..

Nite..
cook sum maggie..
watch tv...
sien..........

i wan 2 b wif u.....forever...

5 June 09

Ytd nite..
dunno y...
haizz...
do d same thing...

Morning..
watch tv norhx..
sien..

Afternoon..
go ioi wif my family..
hav lunch at Esquire Kitchen..
after tat..
go popular...new wing...

2.20pm..
watch Terminator:Salvation..
bside me is a INDIAN..
damn noisy..
d movie nt bad de..
bt kinda complicated..

4+pm...
after finish d movie..
mum take us go pasar malam..
jz walk 4 a while den go bac..

5pm..
reach home..
cnt play bkb coz gt so many hsework 2 do..
sweep d floor la..
help my mum 2 cook la..
when i doin those thing..
chew loong cum my hse n find me..
call me 2 play bkb..
bt i din go...xP..

nite..
tuition lo..
haizz...
heard tat BIAN TAI LAO's name again..
sumore is d person who sitting bhind me..
.....

sumthing...
really happen again..
bt nt on me.....................

4 June 09

Morning..
when i wake up..
smell sumthing bad...
my mum is boiling d medicine..
ewww...

After i hav my lunch..
hav 2 eat d medicine...
bluekk...

Haizz..
cant go 2 sunway..
dunno wat is happening there..

5pm..
play bkb lurr..
sien....

Nite..
tuition lorr...
whole class filled by ppl n carbon dioxide..
gonna burst..

Almost whole day..
din even talk 2 him..
sms or others...
haizz...
T.T..
i jz cant stop thinking abt him...
i miss him so much...>.<

3 June 09

Morning..
Go 2 petaling street...
c doctor..
buy sumthing..
den go bac..

Afternoon..
4.30pm..
went to petronas station..
sold my lovely dog..T.T..



white fur de...>.<..

Golden fur...T.T

sob...>.<..

Later...

play bkb lo...

although d weather is hot...

bt i still felt hapi..^^

Night..

tuition..

those ppls keep saying me n d BIAN TAI LAO..

haizz...

can jz stop misunderstanding?

T.T..

cant go 2 sunway 2mr...

haizz...

sob~

2 June 09

Once i wake up.. my mum call me 2 do dis do tat..
Arrange all d things in toilet..
Take out d curtains..
many more...
so tired..>.<..

Ytd nite chat until 1am..
d latest conversation i ever had...
kinda fun..^^

Haizz...
2day rain...
cnt go 2 bkbc...
n also cnt meet him...
sad~

Regret-ing...T.T

1 Jun 09

2day, feel like not so happy..
kinda argue wif him...>.<..
n also knock wit sumone tat i dun like.. ==..
i steal sumone's bkb...
he go n steal also...
at last...
BANG!!
chicken...

Haizz...
If time can reverse...
so good.....>.<..
T.T...

When my mum ask me..
which movie nice..
I refresh bac my memories..
tat day..
we go n watch spiderwicks..
take pics....T.T..
will these happen again?